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Recluse

by Tanzler

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1.
21st Century Ego 03:33
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Sit and stare at your screen Judging others from the comfort of your own home Missing life moments while critiquing humans Through a fine tooth comb Self worth is something we just tell ourselves Status will get you no where Self worth is something we just tell ourselves Status will get you no where 21st Century Ego Force fed from the Social Media troff Your feed, only what your eyes can see Grown from the roots of the poison trees Can't exactly tell whats in store I feel like its happened, happened all before Following pre-written paths of others Forgotten standards of fallen elders Sitting in the comfort of the bathroom stall Judging others from a handheld screen The meaner you are, the more likely you'll be heard Cyber suicide is its own reward Self worth is something we just tell ourselves Status will get you no where Self worth is something we just tell ourselves Status will get you no where The Enemy of my Enemy is my Enemy
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Optimism 00:55
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Never do right I'm always wrong My motivation/concentration is dead and gone Now my fears come into full fruition Forever impending mental condition I'm working really hard just to stay in one place I hear the grass is greener over there, with noting to waste Keep your eyes focused on the peak of the hill Keep your eyes focused on the peak of the hill
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Recluse 02:18
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Agoraphobia Black out the things that remind you of you Fear if the outside world And all the ways it can dissolute Fear of what others might think Outside world perception Nobody is looking Nobody cares Second guess Dress to depress Recluse Expectation Everyday horrific suspense Anger is second language Unleashed on those who are closest to you Contact with people makes you scared Anticipation of going somewhere Intimacy is out the door Nothing but arguments anymore Shut in Shut in Shut in I will shut you out I'm Having anxiety About having anxiety What's the worst that can happen? Silence is recommended Silence is now extended The monsters don't live under your bed They are trapped inside your head My Heart is beating Faster Never ever more My heart is beating faster Rapping at my chamber door Anticipation Hypothetical Expectation Shut In Shut in Shut you Out Living in fear Of tomorrow Life in Recluse Leads to Sorrow
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Process of Discrimination 02:37
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Twelve Eleven twenty 0'Nine Minding my business I was feeling the fine I'm the self centered drunk I'm going nowhere Shut away from all but stares That one night, after D.I. Ignorant Nazi's now looking for a fight To drift away into the dark abyss Wired shut time to reminisce Refuse All the help Refuse All the help Tare IV's out no delay Grab my dignity I'm on my way Try to survive with a broken face Sense of loathing I could never replace Sucking through a straw for the next six weeks Dwell about the past the frivolous critiques Pout and suffering talking through my teeth Pull and tug what lies underneath I cant escape this feeling anymore Feeling my face hit the concrete floor Memories of the past lost in last night Memories of the past lost in hind sight Refuse Wired shut Lefty luck Tensions running thin Bite my cheeks Grind my teeth To stop before I Begin
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The Curious Case of the Stracks 01:28
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Judging the world through their peep holes Their side of the story now unfolds Their friends thought that they would just move off the grid Cemented actions one could never forgive A vision is only just a dream Thread of insanity ripped right out the seam Maybe they knew something that we did not In their beds they slowly rot Drink the Juice Toss it back The Curious case Of the Stracks Receive commandments from the holy ghost Double entendre no need to boast Forsaken to leave this evil place Tucked away without a trace Take advice from Dan Laferty Proverbs to Ecclesiastes When murder suicide doesn't seem odd Outlined in Red the word of God The Word of God Forced right down your throat
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Convenience 02:23
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Abolish things I don't understand Human nature at it's best High fructose corn syrup in popular demand Human nature to grow large Grotesque Stuck in your fast food life Much rather super size then break a $5 You're Stuffing your face for the cheapest price Spend your money on the roll of the dice Convenience Convenience Convenience Killed the Human Race The Government feeds you corruption lies Spreading disease that is FDA approved Sterilize the poverty line Eliminate the cries for a better revenue Morbid Obesity the American way Morbid Obesity the American way Destroy paradise pave a parking lot Destroy paradise pave a parking lot
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Malevolent Frequencies 05:19
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Blame habitual thoughts Cross lines deemed never to cross Swim with that weight on your back Self esteem bacterial plaque Has anchored my negative mind Cross those invisible lines Isolation Is cold Confined Tortured by the past Tortured by my peers Tormented by the future Condemned by those lies Pre-determined just to lose I'm blessed by this simple life i choose You can't right the wrong You can't wrong that right Demoralization The final Route I'm blessed by this simple life I choose Extreme cases of hot and cold My mind is a constant war within Rapid decline, rapid decline Some how a spiral never felt so good I can see what I have to do I can see what I want to do So close yet so out of reach Not physically just figure of speech They call it selfish in the first degree Why more suffer for the suffering They call it selfish in the first degree Why more suffer for the suffering So focused on your day dreams Of what could have been Staring at a delusional reflection With a cold stale grin Lying through the floor boards That represent your teeth Face down in denial Your endless feast Blame habitual thoughts Cross lines deemed never to cross Swim with that weight on your back Self esteem bacterial plaque Has anchored my negative mind Crossed those invisible lines Isolation Is cold Confined Tortured by the past Tortured by my peers Tormented by the future Condemned by those lies Why more suffer for the suffering They call it selfish in the first degree Why more suffer for the suffering They call it selfish in the first degree Not physically just figure of speech So close yet so out of reach I can see what I want to do I can see what I have to do Some how a spiral never felt so good Rapid decline, rapid decline My mind is a constant war within Extreme cases of hot and cold
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Seroquil 02:16
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I see him maybe once a day Keeps his distance not far away Peripheral glance over my shoulder Slowly see him move a little closer The dog that I and only I see Because that illusion dwells in me My schizophrenia Schizophrenia His face was skinned now hangs in flaps Human hands for paws hard ground slaps Can't ignore that cold blank stare Impossible to blink no eyelids no where My Doctor just diagnosed My mental comatose My schizophrenia Schizophrenia Now he walks by my side My Doc prescribes me pesticides At night I hear him walk around From the hard slaps on the ground Cold blank stare he cannot blink No skin attached his fur extinct At times I fear that he might talk Unravel my mind combination lock Inside my head Inside my mind Locked up Tension Builds Forever Confined Inside my head Inside my mind Locked up Tension Builds Forever Confined Seroquil In my brain Illusions I can't explain The apparition that represents Sorrow and Pain Seroquil In my brain Illusions I can't explain The apparition that represents Sorrow and Pain
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Never Quite the Same 01:02
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There you go again With your junkie friends Disappear but your not gone Close yourself like nothings wrong I liked you the way you were Blacked out morning such a blur Dead eyed brain fried You overdosed last night and dies Yes history repeats itself Far to stubborn refuse the help So you lost your job again? Everything remains the same Shooting dope everyday since the age of 14 consequences can never be made People were what they seemed You died last night with fear in your eyes Seems like things never change Structure fire in the rain You taste from the forbidden trees Self destruction in the first degree Try to offer a helping hand Spit, attack, don't understand You took the shot you took the blame You never were quite the same
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Eclectic Cliché 01:38
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Bruised time frame Blacked out faces A simple puppet Without any laces Broken bones and bruised up egos All in all the unwanted hero Forget the stories Don't believe the tales I'm a human being Determined to Fail Well I'm never gonna win Nothing in this world that isn't hidden Peak behind the curtain that was said forbidden All I want is for others to see I exist Reality check, social standards persist Third party perspective To look right through you You have to lose everything Just to see the value Well once I was But now I never will Third party perspective With no refill Well I know I am No I'm not I know I am No I'm Not Nothing in this world that isn't hidden Peak behind the curtain that was said forbidden All I want is for others to see I exist Reality check, social standards persist
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Typical Run of the Mill Anti War Song 03:03
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With a bomb strapped to his chest 72 virgins to impress Fight to die just for their cause Detonator wrapped in sweaty claws Enlist to serve for President what's his name The faceless puppet to point the blame Recount the vote, 4 more years Pages align apocalyptic fears Blame the Government Blame money makers Turn a blind eye To human nature PTSD Opposing sides to proud to submit Act of delinquency never to admit Was it worth that college degree? What is the real price of being "Free?' Violent flash backs spurts of rage Schizo homeless mental case Knowing the smell of burning flesh Suffering from post traumatic stress PTSD You can bark your protest Your "Freedom of Speech" To deaf ears, no one reached Dignified/gratified you drink your Champagne Human Nature wins again Full speed with blinders on Sacrifice the knights before the pawns Now your the forgotten homeless Vet. Filled with nightmares and regret All my friends are dead and gone All my friends are dead and gone I hope you like what you see I hope you like what you see
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The Girl Called She 00:52
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Cold shivers up my spine Familiar feelings stars aligned Faceless figure dark entity Deactivated unknown Identity Though the windows you watch Memories run down that familiar drain Though the windows you watch Memories run down that familiar drain Never did research her own death I can still feel that cold breath Whisper through my ear and down my neck Fearful warnings of her fateful steps Though the windows you watch Memories run down that familiar drain Though the windows you watch Memories run down that familiar drain Been staring for so long This Girl that I call She She now watches me sleep Through the windows you watch me live my life
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Fairhaven 97' 05:30
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Same SUV's White picket fence Racing through life with no common sense Working really hard just to buy a house My kids brain washed by Mickey Mouse Pretentious white kids just make me sick Must prove your better than the penniless Spic Well I'm Mr. Average I live next door Blame it on my wife the neighborhood whore Fuck Suburbia To break a nail is social Genocide To the Jones' not recognized I hate my life I'm such a mess You don;t want my Fucking stress A day in my shoes might make you want to die Wont even really question Why You always claim your in perfect health Then you Shoot Your Family and then yourself The Decision to decide is a decision within itself Uncanny thoughts second guess your mental health Just wait till it hits your brain It's like ripping off an old band-aid You have to sit and savor that pain Well haven't you had enough? Self indulgence black out lust Haven't you had Enough? The reflection you can no longer trust

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released November 21, 2015

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SPAZZTIC THRASH CORE HAILING FROM HUNTINGTON BEACH ORANGExCOUNTY. NOTHING BUT A NIGHTMARE RECORDS. OCxHC.

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